Only 99 cents. A Louisiana Y2K Christmas bonus changed my
life. Other stories and poetry included. December 17, 1999, I bought a used
computer for $650 from an ad I found in the newspaper. That one step would
change my entire life. Everyone talked of Y2K which would render it useless and
said I probably wasted my money. It was my Christmas present to myself that
year. December 21, 1999, I had it connected to the Internet, but on December
31, 1999, if the Y2K scare was correct, only ten days later computers worldwide
would crash from the Y2K bug.
Tuesday, October 29, 2013
Friday, October 25, 2013
Interview with Shelia Deeth about Bethlehem’s Baby
There’s a young servant marching with those magi out of the
desert, so we’ve sent our intrepid reporter to talk with him.
Reporter: Hello young man. Can you tell our readers where
this caravan is heading?
Student: Sure. We’re on our way to Jerusalem.
Reporter: What? In Israel? Why on earth would professors
from Babylon be heading there?
Student: Well, we saw a star.
Reporter (points): That star?
Student: Yes. That’s right.
Reporter: And I suppose your wise professors have some great
theory about what it means.
Student: Yes, well, no. Not exactly. It was my theory first.
Reporter: Your theory?
Student: Yes. Everyone was arguing about it, see, so they
sent me off to the library to see what I could find.
Reporter: Lots of books in that library, are there?
Student: Tons of them. I thought I’d start with the old
Israelite stuff though, ‘cause my great great granddad... whatever... my
ancestors were Jews back in the day. Came over to Babylon with Daniel.
Reporter: With who?
Student: With Daniel. He was a great Jewish professor, a
prophet they called him. He’s got lots of books in our library.
Reporter: Well, since you’re heading for Jerusalem, I guess
you must have found something in those books.
Student: Yes, I did. It was in Daniel’s stuff. He had lots
of numbers and seventy seven...
Reporter: Um... Could you skip the mathematics please?
Student: Sure, okay, but it’s really cool. Well, anyway, if
you add up all Daniel’s numbers and count them right, well, there’s a king
going to be born right around now who dies about thirty years on.
Reporter: Seriously? You’re telling me King Herod’s going to
die in thirty years?
Student: No, not him.
A new king.
Reporter: A new king? I don’t suppose old Herod will be too
thrilled with a new upstart claiming his throne.
Student: That’s not my problem. I just read the books.
Reporter: And let the professors take all the credit I
suppose.
Student: Of course.
Reporter: And clean up after the camels?
Student: Well, yes, that too. Sorry, I’ve got to go.
So there you have it folks. Babylonian professors are on
their way to Jerusalem to welcome a new king, and we won’t be responsible for
what King Herod does when he finds out.
More about Bethlehem’s Baby:
Meet the Emperor Augustus’s advisors, the quiet research
student helping wise men study stars, the shepherd whose granddad keeps
complaining, an Egyptian fisherboy, a Roman soldier, and more in this set of 40
5-minute read-aloud stories based around the events of the Christ Child’s birth
in Bethlehem.
Links:
More of the
Five-Minute Bible StoryTM Series on the publisher’s website: http://capearagopress.com/Five-Minute.html
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Sheila at:
Friday, October 18, 2013
Where did the Ideas come from for Southern Superstitions?
Mother was a natural-born storyteller. She told stories from the past about horse and buggy days when grandpa courted grandma. He lived on the banks of the Clio River. She lived in Springfield, Louisiana, and it'd take him all day to get from Clio to Springfield to visit her, driving a horse and buggy down gravel roads. She explained how the mattresses were stuffed with the gray Spanish moss that hangs from live oak trees. In the winter, they had to heat bricks to put in the bed with them and warm their feet.
She brought the past and our family history back to life for us. I lost my father when I was only four on Christmas Day. After his death, all I had were her stories and my memories. He was from Brookhaven, Mississippi, and they met on a Greyhound bus.
Mother died, and her stories died with her, except for the ones stuck in my memories. Her love for stories, books, and reading taught me to love books and value reading at an early age. She read all the classic fairy tales to me before I started school at five years old, the first grade. Because of her stories, I now write my own. If not for her stories, and her guiding spirit, I doubt I'd ever told any myself. Southern Superstitions began with my mother's words, "The Lord has something better in mind, and the Lord works in mysterious ways." I wrote a short story that came to me from working on a strawberry farm with her while I was still in elementary school and from listening to her words. I titled the short story, "The Lord Had Something Better in Mind," and it won first place in fiction-writing competition at Southeastern Louisiana University. I penned it in my first college creative-writing class. Years later, I developed the short story into my full-length novel, Southern Superstitions.
Mother was full of old wives' tales and superstitions. I expanded my short story into a novel using many of them. With the book, Mother lives on. Her voice rings with the words of the book. She is in essence the woman, Myrtle. She brought humor to many situations, and I know of no one else who can tell stories the way in which she did, including me.
First written April 6, 1999
I've had good reviews on Amazon for the novel, but some readers think of her as a complaining old woman. She was so much more, for she taught me Bible verses among all those old wives' tales and Southern superstitions. And, she taught them to me in a way that would stay with me forever. I used to think she talked in riddles and wondered why she didn't just speak in plain English. It took me years to grow up and understand. I'd never have spent much time thinking about something that she just came right out and told me point blank, but she produced though-provoking riddles that made my mind work and made me think. Some of those old superstitions are included in Southern Superstitions. You might've grown up with some of them, too.
Blurb:
Look what people are saying about B. J. Robinson's Southern
Superstitions!
Shawn K. Williams says, "Southern Superstitions is an
inspirational story that's full of personality as well as intricacy in the way
it explores the complexities of family life and the conflict between faith and
luck. Barbara does a great job of pulling together the deeply rooted superstitions
of the South and entwining them into a suspenseful tale of faith, romance, and
endurance. I especially enjoyed the setting and the culture of the deep
South."
Kathy Boswell says, "Very good. She never gives up hope that Andy will
return to her someday. She puts it all in God's hands like she's done every
crisis in her life. She knows He will take care of this for her."
Pam Cable says,
"When I read Barbara Robinson's Last Resort, I thought it can't get any better than this. But, as a southern writer myself, I found myself caught up in this book of superstitions and the power of God. With a strong hand, the writer delivered the goods here. As good as a read from Eudora Welty. I was wrapped in the "pages" from beginning to end. Captivating. Loved the character
of Andy ... Enjoyed the ride, B. J. Robinson."
She brought the past and our family history back to life for us. I lost my father when I was only four on Christmas Day. After his death, all I had were her stories and my memories. He was from Brookhaven, Mississippi, and they met on a Greyhound bus.
Mother died, and her stories died with her, except for the ones stuck in my memories. Her love for stories, books, and reading taught me to love books and value reading at an early age. She read all the classic fairy tales to me before I started school at five years old, the first grade. Because of her stories, I now write my own. If not for her stories, and her guiding spirit, I doubt I'd ever told any myself. Southern Superstitions began with my mother's words, "The Lord has something better in mind, and the Lord works in mysterious ways." I wrote a short story that came to me from working on a strawberry farm with her while I was still in elementary school and from listening to her words. I titled the short story, "The Lord Had Something Better in Mind," and it won first place in fiction-writing competition at Southeastern Louisiana University. I penned it in my first college creative-writing class. Years later, I developed the short story into my full-length novel, Southern Superstitions.
Mother was full of old wives' tales and superstitions. I expanded my short story into a novel using many of them. With the book, Mother lives on. Her voice rings with the words of the book. She is in essence the woman, Myrtle. She brought humor to many situations, and I know of no one else who can tell stories the way in which she did, including me.
First written April 6, 1999
I've had good reviews on Amazon for the novel, but some readers think of her as a complaining old woman. She was so much more, for she taught me Bible verses among all those old wives' tales and Southern superstitions. And, she taught them to me in a way that would stay with me forever. I used to think she talked in riddles and wondered why she didn't just speak in plain English. It took me years to grow up and understand. I'd never have spent much time thinking about something that she just came right out and told me point blank, but she produced though-provoking riddles that made my mind work and made me think. Some of those old superstitions are included in Southern Superstitions. You might've grown up with some of them, too.
Blurb:
June Russell is the daughter of a small-town
Louisiana strawberry farmer determined to have a career besides her mother's
berry farm.
Andy Allen is a strawberry inspector at the local
bureau whose interest in June has grown past business into more a personal one.
But June's mother, Myrtle, thinks June can do better
than a simple strawberry inspector. Worse, Myrtle's wild beliefs in anything
superstitious appear almost prophetic when June and Andy are thrown time and
time again into unexpected and life-threatening situations.
A storm, an accident, escaped convicts, Andy missing
in a Louisiana swamp.
Can love survive the obstacle course placed in their
path? Can June and Andy overcome each trial with belief, faith, hard work, and
the power of prayer?
Available in paperback or ebook at Amazon. Available at Barnes and Noble, Sony, Kobo, and Christianbooks.com.
Andy falls in love, but June's mother thinks her daughter can do better than a strawberry inspector. Can Andy convince Mrs. Myrtle he'll be the son she has never had and win her approval? He's going to have to change her mother's mind in more ways than one if their relationship is to survive. Can he persuade June that there is more to their relationship than friends? He doesn't want to be the big brother she never had. It's going to take more than Myrtle's superstitions to see them through an April flood, an accident, and escaped convicts when Andy goes missing in a Louisiana swamp while on a deer-hunting trip during Christmas season. Can love survive the obstacle course placed in their path? Will June be able to give Andy a child? Can two determined young people overcome each obstacle with belief, faith, hard work and the power of prayer? Will they ever convince Mrs. Myrtle to let go of superstitions, or will she stubbornly cling to them just like she vows she'll never fly on those big-winged mechanical birds because man ain't got no business messing with God's plans? June never gives up on Andy and clings to hope that he'll return to her. It was faith in God that would bring her husband home. Even a lucky penny or dime declared, "In God we trust."
June couldn't keep bittersweet memories at bay. She
remembered a New Orleans trip when Andy had convinced her to stroll the
Riverwalk. When she'd asked where he planned to take her in that big, wicked
city, he'd laced his hand through hers and replied, "How about the
zoo?"
Her heart ached when she remembered how flippant
she'd been when she'd answered, "As if I'd monkey around with you."
She wanted nothing more than to have Andy in her arms again. Her hand darted to
the spot he'd kissed her, and she pressed her fingertips against it. She'd
turned her face, and his lips found hers.
Then, he'd pulled her to her feet, took her hand,
and said, "Come on. Let's enjoy the water some more before the sun slips
away." Holding her by the hand, the two walked into the river together.
After all they'd been through, convincing her mother
to accept Andy, an April flood, struggling to have a child together, and
working side-by-side, the love of her life, her soul mate was missing and
nothing would ever be the same. How could she go on listening to her mother's
superstitions? Was there no changing the woman's mind about them any more than
changing it about flying on an airplane? She could hear her mother rave about
those big-winged mechanical birds and how man had no business messing with
God's plans, but deep in her heart she knew it was faith in God that would
bring her husband home. Even a lucky penny or dime declared, "In God we
trust." Only $2.99 http://www.amazon.com/Southern-Superstitions-ebook/dp/B006X8GAWA/ref=sr_1_2?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1327008085&sr=1-2
"When I read Barbara Robinson's Last Resort, I thought it can't get any better than this. But, as a southern writer myself, I found myself caught up in this book of superstitions and the power of God. With a strong hand, the writer delivered the goods here. As good as a read from Eudora Welty. I was wrapped in the "pages" from beginning to end. Captivating. Loved the character
of Andy ... Enjoyed the ride, B. J. Robinson."
Thursday, October 17, 2013
Prologue to Magnolia A Wilting Flower
Prologue
Before I was old
enough to read, Momma had me hooked on fairy tales. She bought a new one for me
each month out of the small social-security check she received after my
father's death. She rocked me to sleep reading my favorite ones each night. I
loved The Glass Mountain, Cinderella, and
Snow White. I was only four years old
when my father died one cold Christmas Day in a charity hospital.
Four years
earlier, I'd been born in a charity hospital in New Orleans, Louisiana. We
never had much, but I'd not yet realized that. To me, before Daddy died, we had
everything.
We lived in a
small town on South Third Street in a rambling white apartment house. We only
rented, but I didn't realize what that meant at the time. To me, we were rich,
for I was rich living in my make-believe world of fairy tales, rich in sunshine
and fresh air, swinging in my board-and-rope swing underneath the giant pecan
tree in our front yard.
I was a happy
little girl who had everything she could possibly want. I had a doting daddy a
loving momma, and a precious little sister, who was only four months old when
our daddy died. Daddy rocked us and sung us to sleep, singing about our
beautiful blue eyes, or Mother would read and rock us to sleep with fairy tales.
My world was rich, happy, and content. I wanted for nothing. Little did I know
then, that my life would be no fairy tale. Happy endings were all I knew.
We had a small
front porch, and hummingbirds flew right up to the wild azalea bushes, pink
honeysuckle, that grew alongside it. I'd try to catch those cute little birds,
but Momma and Daddy told me to leave them alone, or they'd hurt me. I didn't
see how anything so cute and tiny could hurt me, but I did as I was told, being
the good little girl I was. Daddy said he was proud of his good little girl for
leaving nature in peace.
I was an
outdoors child who bounced up early to run outside into the sunshine and yell
for Daddy to push me in the swing he'd made for me, underneath the old pecan.
It didn't matter to me that it wasn't a store-bought one like my neighbor had.
For, my daddy pushed me so high that my tiny feet nearly touched the
low-hanging branches. I'd squeal with delight and scream. "Push me to the
sky, Daddy!"
Daddy would
laugh and say, "That's my girl. She already knows the sky is her
limit."
My neighbor's
shiny new gym set sat untouched and unused in her backyard. No loving father
took the time to push her. She said her father was too busy making a living to
buy her and her mother all the finer things in life. Her daddy was more
important than mine because he was such a busy man with an important job. She'd
tease me and brag about how she'd have so many nice things and all I'd ever
have was what Daddy could put together for me with a board and some string.
"Your daddy isn't important. He doesn't even hold a job, but my daddy
works all the time," she'd brag. My swing is prettier than yours. Mine
cost more. Yours is just an old cheap board-and-rope swing, homemade at
that."
I'd run home
crying to Momma and tell her all the mean things she'd said to me.
"Now, now,
child, don't cry so." Momma patted my shoulder and hugged me. "You
wear your heart on your sleeve. Don't let her have her way. That's what she
wants, to see you cry. Tell her, Sticks and stones will break your bones, but
words will never hurt you."
I dried my eyes,
ran outside, and yelled the words across the street that Momma told me to say.
She responded.
"If words don't hurt you, why do you run home crying to your momma, little
girl?"
My friend was
older than me and in school. She said she wanted to become a teacher when she
grew up. Sometimes she'd practice on me. I liked her then, and I was curious to
learn as much as I could from her. She taught me how to count and taught me my
ABC's. Thanks to her and Momma's reading to me, when I started school at five,
I could count, say my ABC's, and knew all the nursery rhymes and fairy tales by
heart.
I practiced for
Daddy, and he was so proud of me. He bought me a little red-plaid book sack to
begin first grade. Today they're called book bags or backpacks, but it was not
a backpack like the ones known to students of this age. It had a small handle
and was carried like a briefcase. I'd fill it with my fairy tale books and
pretend I was going to school. I still had a year to wait before I would
actually start, and Daddy always told Momma that he wanted to make sure I had a
book sack to start school with, just in case anything happened.
I had no idea
what he meant. Momma thought he was giving me the book sack much too early,
since I still had a year before I would begin school, but I was tickled over it
and played school while I waited to begin the real thing. Little did I know
then, school would play a very large part in my life.
I didn't
understand why Daddy didn't work like other fathers. Momma told me he received
a check each month because he was disabled, whatever that meant. But, Daddy
didn't seem disabled to me. He was able to play with me, swing me, sing to me,
and walk me to the store. He could do all kinds of things. In my eyes, Daddy
was king. He walked on water. I was his little princess, and he had me spoiled
rotten. If I decided I wanted watermelon at 12:00 o'clock at night, he'd let me
have some. When Momma fussed at me for something, I'd run to Daddy crying. He'd
pet me and make me feel better.
Daddy had a
special chair. It was an old green overstuffed one, and I could curl up in it
and get lost, which is exactly what I did when Daddy wasn't home and Momma
fussed at me. After Daddy died, when Momma hassled me, I'd run to his chair.
Somehow, I felt like I was still with Daddy when I curled up in his chair and
cried my eyes out.
The year I was
four years old is the year I remember best about Daddy. I can't remember much
before that year. It was such a good year in the beginning. Little did I know
that before I turned five, Daddy would be forever lost to me. Daddy took me
with him nearly everywhere he went that year. If I didn't get to go with him,
I'd sit in the swing he made for me and watch the road and wait for his return.
My mother, Alice
Myrtle, would tell everyone, "Magnolia is the apple of Edbert's eye."
It was plain for the world to see that I was Daddy's little girl. Momma named
me after the beautiful white flower because she and Daddy got married in
Magnolia, Mississippi. I often asked her to tell me about how she met Daddy.
Her eyes would take on a faraway look, and she described how she met him on a
Greyhound bus. She was from the small town of Springfield, Louisiana, and he
was from Brookhaven, Mississippi. Momma always told me it was fate that they
met that day.
Momma was a
strawberry farmer's daughter, and Daddy was the son of a cotton planter.
Destiny brought them together. They had so much in common. They both loved
pretty sunshiny days, the country, and watching flowers or plants grow.
Before Daddy
became sick and disabled, he worked at a New Orleans shipyard. He stayed in the
city during the week while he worked and came home on the weekends. This was
when I was very young and we were living in Mississippi beside my Grandma
Russell's, Daddy's mother. My father's brother, Uncle Ernie, took over the
cotton farm in Mississippi.
When I was only
four years old, we visited Uncle Ernie's farm before my Daddy died later that
year. Uncle Ernie let me use a smaller sack than all the other pickers and told
me that I could help pick the cotton. I was tickled and proud because I had a
job and could earn my own spending money. I carefully filled my sack, and he
paid me twenty-five cents for each one I filled. I didn't make very much money
because I soon played out, and I didn't fill very many sacks. I think I ended
up with a dollar.
Uncle Ernie
liked to play with me like Daddy did, but he wouldn't spoil me like Daddy. He'd
bounce me up and down on his knees and let me climb onto his back, so he could
give me piggyback rides. However, if I tried throwing one of my temper tantrums
that always worked so well on Daddy, Uncle Ernie would say, "Cry a little
louder," and he just ignored me. At first, I'd scream and yell and cry
just as loud as my little throat and lungs would allow, but I soon realized
that it'd get me absolutely nowhere with Uncle Ernie. He just sat on the porch
in his rocker, laughed, and said, "Come on. Cry a little louder. You can
do better than that. We can't hear you."
At first, that
made me that much madder, and I cried that much louder, but finally my throat
ached, and I was out of breath and red in the face. The worst part was that
it'd all been for nothing. I finally had to give up in the end because I never
got my way with Uncle Ernie.
Now, Grandma
Russell was a different story, and I missed her after we moved away. She
spoiled me like Daddy did, and she let me play with whatever I wanted.
Momma told me I
got into her kitchen cabinets and tore off all the labels from her canned
goods. Grandma just laughed about it and said we'd have a surprise each time we
ate. Momma fussed at me and threatened to whip me, but Grandma just said,
"Oh Amelia, (used Amelia for mother's name) kids will be kids. She's done
no real harm."
I was spared a
whipping, but Momma said, "You should be ashamed of yourself, young lady.
Now Grandma won't know what she's opening."
Another time I
was at Grandma's house rocking in my little red rocking chair Daddy surprised
me with on his last weekend trip home. I rocked away as hard as I could. The
next thing I knew, the rocker turned over, and my head hit the floor.
Momma and
Grandma both came running when they heard my cries. "You're okay,"
Momma said. "Lucky for you, you've got a hard head."
Funny, but I was
to be called hardheaded many times after that, but I didn't yet know it. One
day my own husband would tell me that I was one hardheaded woman.
The last thing I
remember about my early Mississippi days was the way I loved to play outside in
Grandma's front yard with the little doodlebugs that looked like little
Volkswagen cars. I was fascinated by the way they rolled up their tiny bodies.
Momma thought I should be ladylike and play with dolls and keep clean all of
the time, but I loved the dirt and the mud. My favorite pastime was making mud
pies. I can remember Momma running outside many a time and yelling,
"Magnolia, you're certainly no flower blossom. Just look at how filthy you
are, young lady. Get yourself inside and cleaned up this very minute. Why I
named you Magnolia, I'll never know." Hands on her slim hips, her hazel
eyes flashed in fury.
When I was a
little older, I'd always reply, "Because you and Daddy were married in
that pretty little Mississippi town." She'd laugh at me surprised that I
remembered.
Momma would
always say, "Why can't you be more like your sister, young lady?"
Those hazel eyes of Mom's flashed green with anger. Her shoulder-length reddish
brown hair glowed more red than brown with the sun, but she soon found a boxed
solution to keep her hair what she termed brown. It looked black to me. Mom
ranted. "She plays with dolls and keeps clean. You act like a tomboy,
always playing outside in the dirt and wanting to play with boys' cars and
trucks instead of your baby dolls."
After we moved
from Mississippi, my aunt who hadn't seen me since I was four sent a huge box
of toys for Christmas. My sister had all dolls, tea seats, and doll clothes. I
had all boys' toys. Trucks and cars, not one doll. "Momma," I said,
"my aunt thinks I'm a little boy. She don't even know that I'm a little
girl." Tears ran down my cheeks because she knew what my sister was and
had sent her all her favorite toys.
Momma tried to
make me feel better. "Magnolia, perhaps your aunt remembered how much you
liked to play with cars and trucks when we were in Mississippi. Don't worry. I'm
sure your sister will let you play with some of her dolls and tea sets."
"I don't
want no baby dolls. "I'm too old and big for a doll. I wanted skates for
Christmas, and I didn't get any, so I'll just make skates out of those big
stupid trucks."
Momma just
looked at me and shook her head. "I hope you don't break the trucks or
your legs. I didn't get you roller skates because I was afraid you'd break a
leg and now you come up with your own."
I took a big
yellow dump truck and a red fire truck and put one on one foot and the other on
the other foot. Then, I skated across the living room with trucks on my feet.
Momma said,
"I wish she'd sent you dolls like she did your sister. If you'd been more
ladylike I'm sure she would've. She must remember how much of a tomboy you
always were. Girls should be girls." Momma tossed her hair and with a
swing of her hips, flounced to the kitchen.
When we grew
older, we played school. Like my friend had once taught me, I practiced on my
sister. "It's not fair," she'd cry. "You always have to be the
teacher. Why can't I be the teacher sometimes?"
"Because
I'm the oldest, and I know more than you." We played school underneath a
huge shady tree in the pecan orchard. It branches served as the roof of the
schoolhouse, and many times they served as the roof of our playhouses.
Momma always
declared that she could tell the weather by my moods. Dreary weather depressed
me, but sunshine seemed to mirror my very own spirit. I loved to awaken to a
fresh, sunshiny day, with the sun streaming through my bedroom windows. I loved
to look out the door and see the sun smile down and listen to the birds sing
their happy morning tunes. Once, before we moved back to Momma's neck of the
woods, Daddy bought a piece of land in Angie, Louisiana. We lived in a rent
house while we were working to build our own home. I would bounce up early,
ready for the fresh air and sunshine. "Momma, it's daylight. Let's get
up!"
"It's just
little daylight, Magnolia. Go back to sleep and wait for big daylight before
you wake me up." That was Mom's way of getting to stay in bed a little
longer. I'd have her up at the crack of dawn when the roosters crowed, if I
could.
When we lived in
Angie, Mom told me I got into her kitchen cabinets one night while she and
Daddy were watching television. They didn't have many groceries, and I took all
of her rice, sugar, and salt and dumped them into toy pots. I pretended to cook
on my little green kitchen stove. She said she had a fit when she discovered me
because I had her rice, sugar, and salt all over. It was scattered on the countertop
and a trail ran from the kitchen to my bedroom. That's how she found me. She
followed the mess from the kitchen and there I was stirring rice, sugar, and
salt together to make a gumbo. She said that's what I told her I was cooking.
Momma declared
that my face was like an open book. She could always tell if something was on
my mind, or if I was upset about something. In later years, I recall how she
said she could tell from the way I walked home from school each day if I'd had
a good day or a bad one. If I came down the sidewalk with my shoulders sagging,
my head hanging, and my eyes downcast, she knew that something bad had happened
to me at school that day. If I had a good day, I'd come strutting down the
sidewalk like a cocky old rooster strutting his stuff with my head held high.
Words gushed from my mouth before I got inside the door. I just couldn't wait
to tell Momma what I was excited about. Momma said she always hated to see me
coming with my head down because she knew something bad had happened. She said
I was like a flower, either blossoming or wilting. I'd say, "I should be.
After all, you named me after a flower."
"Yes, and
little did I know it at the time, but it was a perfect name for you. Sometimes
you droop like a flower wilting or dying. Other times, you seem to sprout or
spring open like a flower blossoming." She smiled. "Perhaps I
should've named you blossom."
"I like
Magnolia better. Besides, I think it's rather romantic to be named after the
little town where you and Daddy were married. It's full of beautiful magnolia
trees. Momma and Daddy had taken me on a Sunday drive once during the spring of
the year to that pretty little Mississippi town. It seemed to me that Momma
meeting Daddy was like a fairy tale, especially the way she told the story of
them meeting on the Greyhound bus. But, like my own life was to be, Momma's was
no fairy tale either. However, at that time, I was still living in my fairytale
world of make believe, and I loved Momma's romantic stories.
I'd grow up
loving romance novels, perhaps because there never seemed to be enough romance
in real life, at least not for me. Danielle Steel was one of my favorite
romance authors. Many others were destined to follow. I went from fairy tales to
romance novels like a runaway roller coaster and got what little romance I
could out of life from the characters in my books. In years to come, a country
music singer would come up with a song about a Louisiana woman and a
Mississippi man. I'd tell Momma that each time I heard that song I'd think of
them, since she was a Louisiana woman and Daddy was a Mississippi man.
Daddy never got
to hear the song, but Momma loved listening to Conway Twitty and Loretta Lynn
sing it. She was a country music lover and reared me on it. I like other types
of music, too, but country is my favorite because it tells stories about life,
and I listened to it from childhood to adulthood.
I loved to
listen to Momma's stories about Daddy. Her stories were all I had left after
his death. She had a way of making him come back to life for me, with her hazel
eyes sparkling as she told me stories about their happy times and life
together.
She told me how
Daddy always showed up loaded down with surprises for both of us. He'd come
laughing inside, glad to be home with us once again and say, "How's my two
favorite girls?" He'd grab Momma and hug her until she thought he'd surely
break her small bones in two. He'd pick me up from the crib or playpen and head
to the rocker. "Got to make up for lost time and sing to my baby girl."
Eventually,
Daddy sold the house in Angie and the one in Mississippi. He sold the one in
Angie before he completed it. He moved Momma back to her home state so she
wouldn't have to be away from her family. She could be closer to all of her
relatives in Springfield, Louisiana, her hometown. I often wonder if Daddy
moved us back because he knew he wasn't going to be around much longer, and
Momma would need her people.
When we first
moved back, he had a job at a New Orleans shipyard, where he worked until he
became disabled. At first, we lived in a tiny house in Springfield. I remember
Daddy taking me fishing with him when we lived there. I watched the ducks swim
on the water, and the chickens followed us to the river. Daddy showed me how to
bait my cane pole with a real live worm. He took me fishing and taught me how
to bait my own pole when I was only four years old.
From there, we
moved to a rambling white apartment house on South Third Street. I lived there
until I lost my Daddy at four years old on Christmas Day.
The last week
Daddy stayed in the city, Momma and I went to New Orleans to surprise him. I
was too little to remember the trip, but I was all ears when Momma told me
about it after Daddy passed. She was reminiscing about happier times.
"When we
got to your daddy's room in that boarding house, I knocked on the door, but he
didn't answer at first. I pounded and pounded and finally I heard him coming to
open the door. He'd been sleeping with the gas heater on in that room without a
crack in the window. It's a good thing we went to visit your Daddy when we did,
or we could've lost him sooner. I had to crack the window and let the fumes air
out of that room. He was so surprised and glad to see us. There, by the side of
his bed, was a big walking doll he'd bought for you. He had his gifts for us
and thought he'd be bringing them home and surprising us as usual. This time,
we surprised him though, because we didn't wait for him. We caught a Greyhound
bus and went to him.
I loved
listening to Momma's reminiscing about the olden days, what she called the good
old days, when she was a little girl growing up on my grandfather's strawberry
farm in Springfield, Louisiana. I loved those strawberry tales about how hard
my Grandpa and Grandma Threeton worked on their strawberry farm. Years later, I
found out they really weren't tales at all, but truth. Most of all though, I
loved listening to her tales about Daddy and how good he was to us, how happy
we'd been, once upon a time. Just like a fairy tale, there was a once upon a
time, but unlike a fairy tale, we had no happy ending. All we had were our
happy memories.
The little girl
Momma had reared on fairy tales would one day grow up and discover just what a
cold, cruel adult world the real world could be. She'd soon find out how cruel
life could really be and that real life was, indeed, no fairy tale. Though she
dreamt of Prince Charming who'd ride up and rescue her on his white horse just
like the fairy tales described, she was not destined to meet her own Prince
Charming, at least not for years. Then, just when she finally thought that she
had, their lives were interrupted. Later, she'd often wonder where had all the
fairy tales gone?
Sadly, one day it'd
be her who'd tell her own child that life was not fair and that he may as well
face it. She'd grow up saying life was not fair and having someone tell her
over and over that no one ever said that it was. The words, "Life is not
fair, Kid," would often ring in her ears.
But until the
time she was four years old, life was fair and good. Everything came up roses.
She was the princess of sunshine, and her daddy always told her, "Your
sweet smile is like a ray of sunshine; don't ever lose it."
Little did she know at the time, as she beamed
that smile at her daddy's loving eyes, that one day in the near future, there'd
be no more sunshine for her. Her world was getting ready to cloud over, and the
blue skies would turn gray. She had many storms to batter, but for the time
being, her life was storm free, and she could happily smile for all the world to see.B. J. Robinson writes Southern fiction from Florida where she lives with her husband and pets, a golden cocker spaniel, Sunflower, a golden retriever, Honi, and a shelter cat named Frankie. She's an avid reader and passionate writer. When she's not writing, she's reading and reviewing books.
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Wednesday, October 9, 2013
Big Price Reductions on Older Books
Prices on my first books out have all been reduced! Have some browsing fun and check out the blurbs, reviews, and prices. Don't forget the second page! Have fun and read! http://www.amazon.com/B.-J.-Robinson/e/B007DNJIKU/ref=ntt_athr_dp_pel_pop
Monday, October 7, 2013
Book Launch Celtic Knot by Tammy Doherty
About CELTIC
KNOT by Tammy Doherty
When widow Abby
Finnegan meets ranch hand Kyle Lachapelle, she figures he’s as deceitful as her
family. But Kyle is a Secret Service operative working undercover, and Abby has
a disturbing connection to his counterfeiting case. Abby’s protecting her heart
while Kyle can’t afford the feelings stirring in his. Love is out of the
question…or is it the answer?
“Well, I guess that makes us
even, ‘cause I’m not partial to your lewd, nosy attitude.” Kyle held Boone’s
gaze, as if daring the other man to make something of his answer.
Boone stared back, unblinking. He
wouldn't back down from a stare-off. Most cowpunchers either worked for Raymond
Bigelow or were just passing through Prophecy. Bigelow hands generally knew
their place when it came to Boone Warren. Rambling men were naturally
intimidated by Boone’s large size and the way he carried himself. This man was
quite obviously not intimidated or impressed.
Tension thickened the air as each
man waited for the other to back down. Abby noticed that while Boone’s gun
rested in its customary place at his hip, the stranger was unarmed. If
Lachapelle noted this fact he made no sign that it mattered. And though she
well knew how apt Boone was with his fists, she began to wonder if perhaps this
newcomer might be able to best him in a fight. She wasn’t willing to find out
the answers to any of these questions.
“That’s enough,” she scolded
sharply. “I’ll not have such a show of childish violence in front of my daughter.”
Even the sharpness in her voice
did not break the staring match. Abby frowned and forced herself between the
two men, shoving Boone backwards. He broke eye contact with Lachapelle and
turned his gaze to her.
“I’m ashamed of you, Boone
Warren.” Her voice was quiet, yet forceful. “You really must learn your
manners.”
He dipped his head as if
apologizing, but only to Abby and only for a moment. His anger was barely
veiled as he looked again at Lachapelle. “Make sure you're on your best
behavior when in my town. I don’t tolerate any hooliganism. Understood?”
Interview of character:
"Welcome,
Millie. Have a cookie and tell us a little about yourself."
Millie grabs
a cookie but waits to eat it. "Hi, I'm excited to be here today. Let's
see, I'm seven years old and I live with my mother in Prophecy, Colorado."
She takes a bite of cookie, not talking again until she's finished chewing.
"My real name is Millicent but Momma only calls me that when she's cross.
I try not to make her angry 'cause she works real hard and hardly ever smiles.
Momma has a pretty smile but sometimes her eyes seem to look far away and her
face gets sad."
"Why do
you think she's sad?"
"It's
as if she's looking at a photograph in her memory." Millie fidgets with
her dress, dropping her gaze a moment before continuing. "Remembering
Daddy, I think. He died when I was four. That's when we moved back to Prophecy.
Momma says that Daddy called me his little blessing. I don't hardly remember
him. Sometimes that makes me sad."
"What
makes you happy?"
A smile brightens
Millie's countenance. "Playing with my best friend, Jennifer Stanton. Her
pa is the town preacher an' her folks are real nice. They always treat me like
family. Pastor and Mrs. Stanton worry about Momma an' me, 'cause we don't
always have money for nice things. But Momma takes real good care of me."
"Doesn't
your grandfather own the largest ranch around Prophecy? In fact, he owns most
of the town. Why doesn't your mother ask him for help?"
Millie
shrugs. "Momma's family isn't very nice. I've never even met my
grandfather. Once, I heard someone say that Raymond Bigelow, that's Momma's
father, is so mean an d contrary he makes Satan look angelic. All's I know is
my uncle Clayton is scary. He says things like teaching the whelp proper respect. That's what he calls me, the whelp." She shudders. "I
don't like him."
"I'm
sure your mother stays away from Clayton, then."
"We try
but Momma works at the Silver Streak Saloon, as a maid. Uncle Clayton goes
there a lot and he looks for Momma. He likes being mean, an' not just to her. I
can't understand why Boone is friends with him."
"Who is
Boone?"
"He's
our sheriff. Boone's real nice. He always wants to buy me stuff but Momma won't
let him. She says she don't want to be beholden to him." Millie scrunches
her nose. "Not sure what that means. I do know Boone wants to marry Momma.
He might be a nice daddy. Still, I want Momma to be happy. She never smiles for
Boone, least ways, not the kind of smile she gets when Mr. Lachapelle is
around."
"Kyle
Lachapelle? When did you meet him?"
"He
came into the mercantile one morning when Momma was buying supplies an'
things." Millie leans forward to whisper, "He likes lemon candies
just like me." She sits back in the chair, speaking in her normal voice
once more. "An' he stood up to Boone, didn't let anyone push him around.
Later, he walked with Momma and me and he was a real gentleman. I hope he comes
around more, 'cept Momma told him she don't want to be his friend. I hope she
changes her mind."
"I sure
hope so, too. Millie, it's been a joy having you here today. Do take one of
those lemon candies from the jar for later. Yes, you may take one for Jennifer
as well. Thank you for visiting."
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Magnolia A Wilting Flower by B. J. Robinson
Magnolia Jane Russell is the story of a young girl who lost her
daddy on Christmas Day when she was four. Her mother struggles to rear her when
she's left a twenty-five-year old widow she doesn’t' want to be. Magnolia faces
peer pressure in school and being made to feel that she's not college material.
Will she make one dream in her life come true even though she discovers life is
no fairy tale?
Journey to a simpler time in life under
the shade of an old pecan tree when Jack's cookies and Coca Colas were only a
nickel. Attend a school dance with Magnolia in the gym where Pistol Pete was
filmed and where he played basketball. Know Magnolia personally before the end
of the prologue. Won 2002 Florida Palm Literary Award and trophy.
Autobiographical novel. New Release. http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00FH06MB4
Short excerpt. See more inside of the book at Amazon.
Before
I was old enough to read, Momma had me hooked on fairy tales. She bought a new
one for me each month out of the small social-security check she received after
my father's death. She rocked me to sleep reading my favorite ones each night.
I loved The Glass Mountain, Cinderella, and
Snow White. I was only four years old
when my father died one cold Christmas Day in a charity hospital.
Four
years earlier, I'd been born in a charity hospital in New Orleans, Louisiana.
We never had much, but I'd not yet realized that. To me, before Daddy died, we
had everything.
We
lived in a small town on South Third Street in a rambling white apartment
house. We only rented, but I didn't realize what that meant at the time. To me,
we were rich, for I was rich living in my make-believe world of fairy tales,
rich in sunshine and fresh air, swinging in my board-and-rope swing underneath
the giant pecan tree in our front yard.
B. J. Robinson writes Southern fiction from Florida where she lives with her husband and pets, a golden cocker spaniel, Sunflower, a golden retriever, Honi, and a shelter cat named Frankie. She's an avid reader and passionate writer. When she's not writing, she's reading and reviewing books.
Buy book here or click on picture to the side. http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00FH06MB4
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